18 June 2011

SiNgLe

Today is my single day
sometimes really feel tired to be in a relationship
as i mention my blog before
as i experience it before
no one is perfect
including me...
no one is belongs to whose
until they married...
maybe i just need more believes from u
maybe i just need more freedom from u
but i know u won't give me much others than love..

SO....
this is the end for us... M&C
i'm hurt, but i not to cry
coz i know i need to be strong
i know i can handle it...
i will and i can,...
back to my life
back to MYSELF...

Thanks for loving me much...

@18.06.11_2259HRS@

09 June 2011

Updated..

Long time didn't updated my blog..
seems too busy?
seems too lazy??
NO NO NO...
is.........forget my log in ID~~

Seems like alot of things need to be updated...
Start with my job...

My JOB My CARRIER
Casa del Mar, Joining this small boutique hotel almost 10 months
I seems like abit can't continue it anymore
It's not problem of heavy job or stress of work
The major problem is coz colleagues...
Lazy, MIA(missing in Action), NO TEAMWORK <-- main problem
haiz... now maybe need to close down for renovation
OMG!!! what i gonna use?? what i gonna eat??
I can't imagine what's going on later............ >.<

My PARENTS My DEAREST
Miss them so much...
specially all the food cooked by my parents
They maybe came back soon..
The restaurant is sold to other party
Maybe they will lose their job...
I don't know is this good for them
Good - They can take a rest seems they start to get old and i miss them so much
Bad - If my hotel shut down, where i got money to give them if they stop work
again OMG!!!

My MIZAN My LOVE
Mizan - my new bf ....
hmm not consider new, but already 3 months
feel like 3 years....
We always quarrel always break up
but always loving and take care
then why always quarrel???
cos he loving too much until think too much
until lost control and spoke nonsense...
but i know what he thinking...
I know he LOVE me so much....

@09-06-11 2143HRS@