Deep Hugs

After a deep hugs
you leave me forever..
Maybe i realize too late..
i Miss the hug
i Miss the warm giving by you
do you still remember that u ask me:
"mcm saya x kan balik je?"
at last you didn't back to my arms again...

I wish to hold you in my heart
I wish to hug you forever in my life
I wish you beside me always...

Chubby ♥ Mini

Am I still inside your heart?

Miss you in my heart

I cant completely let go of you
Let go of us...
All I can say is I love you
I know you don't want to hear it
But it makes no sense to pretend I don't
...I miss you with all of me
Things get easier
But will never with you
I'll cry less
But the pain will still be there
The love we shared and gave to each other
Will always remain in my heart forever ♥

失眠指数暴增的时段

夜深人静的时候特别的想念你
跟你从陌生到熟悉
再从熟悉变成无言
总觉得少了些什么
任时光在流逝
也许不会再有机会变成从前的我们
我也抓不着你心里想着些什么
而我在你心目中的地位又是什么
很普通的朋友，还是工作上的伙伴
除了公事，其他免谈？
很想开口问你，是否有人代替了我的地位？
却发现，我已经没有资格

遇见你的那一刻，我不敢确定自己的感觉
但那是一种痛，一种想念
痛，我们不再像从前
想念，你对我的微笑
这一份感觉，我必须压抑着
对你而言，也许不再算是什么

对着空气说想你想你好想你♥♥

吵得累了。。
虽然你是那么的暴躁
但我依然选择了沉默，
选择了体谅你的不开心，
选择了包容你的无理取闹，
“能不能别吵了，我只想疯狂这一夜”。。

那晚把你拥抱回怀里的那一刻
我不知道那是什么样的感觉
失而复得？珍惜当下？
却有种想把自己抽身
一直提醒着自己不要再陷下去的感觉
把自己约束着
有种不像自己的感觉。。

派对结束，
觉得当晚的时间为何那么的短暂
我似乎还有好多话想对你说
我似乎还想把你拥抱着
我似乎好想珍惜你就在我身旁的日子
却好害怕再对你说出心中话
只能默默的关心你，担心你，照顾着有点醉的你。。

我不知道什么事让你那么的不开心
希望你一切都安好
我会一直默默地，默默地。。。
感觉是想念，关心，担心
但不像是爱。。
那是什么样的感觉？

07.12.10 ♥♥失而复得的夜晚♥♥

Dream on You...

how many night that i dream on you....
start the day we quarrel until now...
how hurt and how scared when i awake from the dream?
u will never know how hurt u made on me..
why always and always this things happened on me?

what is in your mind?
i admit i still miss and love you..
but i know i have to ignore it
and fake myself in front you and everybody...

keep the miss
keep the love
keep the secret
on my heart.....
forever!!!

December 2010'

December 2010'
End of the year...
think back what is happening during this year
is nothing better than last year
hurt,sad......
everything because the guys...

2009' because of him,
i nearly say goodbye to the world
even now,he did bring a lot of effect to my life
i can't stand for the sadness and hurt anymore
i really will become crazy in one day...

2010' i thought is the year for my new life..
but i'm wrong...
maybe i am too active and close to everyone
doesn't care who they are,where they from
but at last i'm the one who get sad,depressed and hurt
who cares my feeling?
I'm not belongs to everyone
I doesn't mean anything to everyone
from start until end
maybe i should know it from start
EVERY GUYS ARE THE SAME!
NO MORE TRUST!

2011’
what will happened to me again?
but i hope i can stand alone to my life
I NO NEED LOVE, NO NEED RELATIONSHIP
I NEED MY PARENTS, I NEED MY FAMILY & MY CARRIER

Connie,
you have to do it better on next year!
do what you promised to yourself...

GUYS IS JUST A SHIT
LOVE IS JUST A HURT
so,
BE SINGLE & BE STRONG!

这样的答案不是早就预料的吗？
为什么当从他口中听见的时候
心会这么的疼痛，这么的恐惧。。
信任，真的是多余的吗？
为什么做人要欺骗？
为什么要破坏我对你最后的信任？

感觉早就已经变了，也许喜欢的你
也不再是你。。
你不再是我心目中的mini。。
维持回当初的陌生，当初的憎恨。。
虽然回想起当初的甜蜜，
心会很痛，眼泪会不禁的掉出来。。

也许该放了。。
再爱，再想念，你都不会属于我。。

我永远怀念的mini
爱你是真的。。。
chubby...