I feel can't take it anymore!
feel like want to scream out!
feel like want to cry out!
feel like want to quit!
but i can't i can't!

Can someone save me from now?
Can someone tell me what should i do now?
Can someone tell me where should i go now?
Can someone tell me what decision should i make now?
Please...........!!

I feel stress!
I feel helpless!
I feel useless!

迷茫の人生

The pressure is on, and your power and stamina are beginning to wear thin. 

How long can you go on like this, with the weight of the world on your shoulders? 

The answer, as it has always been for you, is that you can go on for as long as you have to. 

You are tough, you are tolerant, you are hopeful too. 

As long as you know the end is in sight and it is by the way, you can remain strong. 

Soon, though, you will be able to relax, so make sure you do!

当被工作压得喘不过气来时，在你心里，想的又是什么？

努力，坚持，而结果呢？是你想要的吗？

还是你连自己想要的是什么都不知道？

面对着憧憬，未来又是否相对？

看不清的路，你的选择又是什么？

止步还是向前走？ 

迷茫的人生，是对是错，我们是否又能分得清楚。

 

Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart a Break

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes
I called your cell phone, my love
But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it
We can take it if you just take my hand
There's no turning back now
Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you're scared it's wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break
Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips
And our hearts beat as one
But you slip out of my fingertips
Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake
There's just one life to live
And there's no time to wait, to waste
So let me give your heart a break
(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before
I can see it in your eyes
You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise
Don't wanna break your heart
Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache
So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)
Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you
You told me you'd never fall in love.

Soulmate

A soul-mate is someone who has locks that fit our keys,
and keys to fit our locks.
When we feel safe enough to open the locks,
our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are;
we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be.
Each unveils the best part of the other.
No matter what else goes wrong around us,
with that one person we're safe in our own paradise.
Our soul-mate is the one who makes life come to life.
– Richard Bach, author of Jonathan Livingston Seagull

Where are you? My soulmate.. <3

夜班

才发现做夜班没有很难
只是难在当你再眼睡，你都必须撑下去
回到家后，就要强逼自己在光天化日下睡觉
睡到天暗。。
日夜颠倒的生活，我喜欢吗？
还可以吧，只是工作少了点乐趣
变得沉闷。。
闷得感觉要退出这一行，
寻找更多的知识和乐趣。。
然而，我该往哪走呢？

男人都是犯贱的！
爱你的时候就什么都可以
上火山，下火锅，在所不辞
当遇到别的女人时，什么山火世盟都是假的
当你伤心，心痛，在问自己为什么时
对方又知道吗，又了解你的心情吗？

有时问自己忘了吗？放了吗？
我想说：我没有。。
只是你从没信任过我。。

约定

我们的约定，你还记得吗？
也许我们不再是谁的谁，
我也不再是你的谁，
也许我没那个资格生气
只是当初的约定，能就这样忘了吗？
男儿说的爱你一个，永远爱你
难道就只是随便说说吗？
如果做不到，那就别说，
那只是伤害对方更多。。

无论你对对方是真心还是假意
我依然在意，
也许你不知道我的感受
那只因为，我是真心爱过。。

穷

明天就要开始我人生的第一个夜班
那今天的我该做些什么
来让明天的我能好好的睡一整天
养足精神呢？
想喝酒，想出去逛逛，想看场戏
却觉得自己身无分文
穷到一个程度
可怜的我。。。。

只好乖乖呆在房里 >.<

温故

看回从前的部落格
温故从前的点滴
心不禁开始寻找他的踪影
我就知道自己的个性
发现自己为爱伤很多
好像生活都环绕在男人爱情之间
甚至，读回之前的部落格时
都分不清他是哪个他
是他，还是他。。。
一个多情人，到底要的是什么？

一个爱你的男人？
一个你爱的男人？
一个疼你的男人？
答案是：一个真心对你，疼你，爱你的男人♥

谢谢你，我的Mr.Ex

2012年4月11日
当了一天的野蛮女友，感觉还不错下
只有对着你，我能这样的放纵我自己
可怜他，说到就到。。
感谢你，你的出现，我真的有感动到
久别之后。。
一天的相处下，我依然感觉到被你疼爱
只是我不再是你的谁，
我需要清楚明白，这一切都只是暂时性的
但在离别那一刻，真的有千万个不舍
我依然要努力的对自己说：他并不属于我！

对不起，我的野蛮任性
只是我不想让自己再陷下任何感情生活
让自己痛不欲生
所以在你所有的电话信息，
我都选择性ignore。。
但在这一见之后，我开始期待你的电话信息
怎么了。。
明明不可能，为何还要让自己越陷越深？

谢谢你，我的Mr.Ex ♥