I'm still loving you

When I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we’ve had been through
Even though we’re far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me
How you’ve made my world complete
But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

# Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you’d love me from the start
All those painful things you’ve put me through
But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you
I don’t deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

回来城市已经有几天
该说习惯还是不习惯呢？
只是很迷茫，
前途是否一片光明？
我的决定是否正确？
面对着经济，拥挤的城市，
板着脸，打仗似的工作，
我又是否能生存？

我的他，应该说她的他
经过考虑，选择放手
虽然心里脑里还不时飘过他的摸样，
他的话语，他的承诺
还是控制着思绪，
“如果他是爱你的，就会回到你的身边”
对爱的信念！

不管真心还是假意，对你，我是真心的爱过
不管是从前还是现在。。
不管我一直都只是那个第三者。。

"I will leave when the pain of staying is greater than leaving"
Thanks for giving me the last moment
and I feel i really love you much
until I cry when meet you again,
even is painful to leave again,
even I really hope I can stay on your side forever,
but I know it is not possible
I'm not confident, not only on you, specially myself
I know you can, to find better than me
and HER, even from your mouth said nothing at all
but i know, she mean something to you
just like Ina, even you said how hate you are on her,
no more love, but you still can stay 5 years with her
and this is what your heart mean.

Thanks sayang, I use to call u this
I will remember our last hug and kiss
It means alot to me..
take care and I miss you much..
I will keep the love in my heart until one day
If you are fully belongs to me..

心痛的感觉
怎么了？
是自己笨 去相信一个欺骗你的人
有多少句是真是假
还重要吗？

对我来说，我只需要一个答案
就算结果是多么的伤
至少真相已经在眼前

如果没遇见，是否对彼此都好？

为什么要在我离开的时候对我说我爱你。。
当心觉得没有什么需要在眷恋的时候
竟然是你再次打动我的心
从来没想过会再次遇见你
更没想过能再次的抱着你
失而复得的感觉。。

相信。。
对你的信任，我又有多少
我尝试去相信
但过去的一切历历在目
这是我要的吗？
如果爱我，请证明给我看！

我爱你，更希望你证明给我看。